hey you guys although i am not using meth i have started drinking agin i know i cant do this what am i thinking ...................i am feeling really low tonight i am home with angel ...................have to keep on a smile for her i just needed to vent i guess................................i hate this thing called addiction
Hang tough teresa, you are aware of what you are doing , dont beat yourself up , just stop drinking and do what you know you have to ....I know how you feel . ... Vent away if that is what helps .....
stay strong Teresa AL
stay strong Teresa AL
i know how you feel teresa, i had a meth problem which i switched over to coke, the cost is unreal, no matter which way you go.
Teresa, Oh man, Reading your post reminds me. I was 124 days free of meth. Had my 90 day key chain from na. But realized I had replaced the meth with alcohol. Na's format is that alcohol is a drug so I started my clean count again. Took me a couple days to quit drinking after I fessed up. So instead of 6 months clean the end of this month I'm gonna have 60 days. Boy did I ever increase alcohol intake when I quit using meth. Oh well, at least I still have my smokes and coffee,lol. Love and support,,,Linda
linda thanks for your words no one knows the program better than i ...........i know i cant use any mind altering substance but that is just how sick this disease makes us we willl sub any thing ..................for me i look for anything that willl change the way i feel about me weather it be meth coke booze pills you name it i will even use you............its called instant gratifacation...........i want what i want when i want it.............recovery is not just a abstinace from dfugs and alchol it is changing our way of thinking thats it our thinking is warpped we try to hold on to our old ideas and until we can let go absoulty......................if you are workin a program you know the rest............its just hard for me right now maybe i am on a pitypot.....any way linda thanks for your words and congrats on your 60 days............dont quit before the miracle happens!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teresa, Thanks for the post. I'm still on the sidelines, cheering your progress. Recovery is a process, not an event. One of the na quotes I live on.. I'm proud of you. Leaving that "monster" behind. Love and support to you,,,,Linda
Damn....I guess on that thinking I am only a couple days.....grrrrrrr.
Al, For na I'll only be clean 60 days on march 2nd. My heart says 6 months at the end of feb. Love ya,,,, lil sis ( what a sneaky way for me to keep those p/p/d's up. <<<grin>>>
