well guys i think i have rambled on long enough, it is therapeutic for me to talk and not stuff these feelings, thanks for your thread tim as i have been inspired to post back by your topic. i dont know where i m going, i thank all of you for assuring me that i am on the right track,i am a very insecure person who dwells on others peoples opinions and that is a charactor defect for sure. i am way too sensitve and get my feelings hurt too easily also. i think i am gonna make it, man its been a rough road, but you know what i am grateful, being grateful is something that an addict hear alot in recovery and you know what its true, i am safe, i live in free country, i have a warm bed to lie down in, my house has food, and there are two bedrooms now occupied by my sleeping sons and i am surrounded by my sleeping most adorable looking animals, they love their mommy and follow me every where, ah!!! heaven on earth!!! peace be with you all good nite. julie
my heart goes out to u julie.....some of the problems u have mentioned remind me of my parents.....at least u are trying to do something positive about ur situation!! my thoughts are with u!!!!
take care xooxoox
take care xooxoox
