Terrible Gabapentin Withdrawl..help


I've been abusing gabapentin for a year now. I usually take 20,000 mg a day...That's 25, 800 milligram tabs..I want to stop but I'm on probation and they pay for the Dr. I see....The withdrawal just started and I can tell it's going to be bad..I'm a former heroin addict as well..Any advise would be useful... Thanks
I left post on pain pills board. What's going on? I know if you stopped at that..dangerous. Im on day six..shockingly been sleeping pretty ok this time round. Day 6 and everything in waves..feel completely immobalized riggt now. I mentioned magnesium. Forgot to say magnesium CITRATE...not magnesium oxide
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