Thank You

Just wanted to say thanks to everyone. If I could, I would hug all of you right now. I am failing at this moment, Uncle Vic was needed to help my pain.

I just hate feeling so crappy all the time. I will start my Clonidine patch tomorrow. I am hoping to achieve the success others have had with it.

As for my pain, I don't know what the doctor will be doing for it. I will be seeing him on June 13. since he has gone on vacation.

Life before pills is what I want back.

I am feeling very lonly tonight. I miss my lttle girl so badly, it just never stops hurting. My heart hurts physically all the time. I have my grieving parents meeting tomorrow, and that helps somewhat.

I am alone tonight, hubby is on call, so this board is keeping me occupied and I am getting strength from it. It's such a great place and nobody is putting me down for failing today.

I cannot thank all of you enough. My prayers are for all of us to succeed and get out lives back.

Love and lots of Peace,
Shayla
Shayla,

I'm sorry for your pain, I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Take one moment at a time and give yourself permission to be human.

I loved your quote, it is very similar to my favorite quote with the same message::

"Failure is not falling down, it is choosing to stay down"

~Kaly