Thank you all for the replies. Now I am a little confused, but will be speaking with my doc today and will convey to him my concerns. Also thank you for suggesting the name change. I have been and still am dealing with so much guilt. Never ever intended for this to get this out of hand. I am angry at myself and at all the online "dealers" that make it so easy. But I also know I am the one to blame and no one else. Since I have decided to try and face my problem, I have also turned to the Lord. Seems that I never needed Him before. I only hope He forgives my stupidity and helps me through this. You all are an inspiration to me and I thank you.
Sunny
Sunny,
I can't quote the bible,but i'm sure it says that he will forgive you if you ask.
Yes, we all started taking the pills on our own, but we have a sickness.It's something we'll all have to deal w/ the rest of our lives.
Good luck to you.
DJ
I can't quote the bible,but i'm sure it says that he will forgive you if you ask.
Yes, we all started taking the pills on our own, but we have a sickness.It's something we'll all have to deal w/ the rest of our lives.
Good luck to you.
DJ
Let us know how it goes with your Dr,
You reached out and found that there is help and people who understand.
Cowgirl
You reached out and found that there is help and people who understand.
Cowgirl
Don't EVER call yourself a loser..we are all vulnerable..all it takes is a couple of pills and we are off and running..I have been battling pill addictiob for 20 years...to hell and back..you are doing the right thing..God loves you...you will be ok...Love, Sharonn
Hey there.... i cant quote the bible word for word either.... but i do know in my heart and thru my own experience that turning to Him was the best thing i ever did in my life. I am thinking about you.
Love and God Bless,
Bri :)
Love and God Bless,
Bri :)
