Hi everyone! I have'nt posted on here in a long time, I guess i'm to ashamed to because i'm still useing. But i do come here often and read what everyone has to say! I'm so proud of all of you that are trying and staying clean!!! You are the only people that i can admit to that i am still failing at this cause i know they would be so disapointed in me and i carry around enough shame on my own! I want so much to end this and be clean and do the right thing but it has such a hold on me. Am i stupid to want to be clean but yet still want the pills too? I know everyone says go to AA or Na but i really don't know where to go! well thanks for listening and those who are clean and trying !, Good luck!
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Call this number for the nearest place where you live....18187739999
There is also tons of information on the web.Type in Narcotics Anonymous on Google.
Now,you don't have any more excuses.LOL
Cricket,I use to live in fear about people finding out.I walked around in shame and isolated from the world.That is the intrinsic feature of drug addiction.It wants you to believe that you have no other choice but to use.
What's ironic is most people knew something was wrong with me.Maybe they didn't know the specifics,but only a complete moron would think that I was o.k.
You can at least go to a meeting and meet a bunch of people just like you.Let them know what is going on and I can guarantee you that God will put someone in your path.
Fear keeps us locked into addiction.
The choice is yours.Never give up.
Thank you Tim I will try that information! and thanks for your responds!
