The Choice To Be Happy

Pain Pills
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Hi Steve,how are you doing tonight? I hope you're feeling a little bit better,it takes time,sometimes it seems to take forever but the worst is almost over.Keep going strong.I,like you, started taking them for recreational use and it grew into full blown addiction.Two years later,and thousands of dollars later,and many many pills later it hit my like a ton of bricks...my god...im addicted to pain pills.The word alone scared the crap out of me.It started so innocently,if i only knew then what i know now.But its been 2 months now for me and before you know it you'll be there and looking back and being so thankful your life isnt like that anymore.Keep posting,everybody here is so supportive.Just being able to put your feeling in writing like this is helpful,but then to have others,just like us reply and give encouragement,well,its just amazing.I wish you the best!~KIM
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thanks for all your kind word kim you were the first person to respond to me
and i know where you are coming from i have spent thousands and yes i am addicded please exuse the typing aand trust me i will never go threw this again
congrats on making it 2 monthsn :) think im going to bed hoping to end day2
thanks again steve
Steveholdem123@yahoo.com
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Good morning Steve,How was your night last night?Did you manage to get ANY sleep.The sleep thing is so tough,your body and mind are so exhausted but you usually just cant sleep.I hope you managed to get SOME.I still have problems with sleeping,i can usually get to sleep pretty good and sleep a few hours,but like this morning,4:30 am im up and wide a wake pacing this quiet house.Congratulations on making it to day 3,hopefully today will be a little bit better than yesterday was.Just remember we're here for you,youre not alone.~KIM
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I was also wondering how you did last night, Steve.

Hope you got some sleep and the crawlies are getting better.


Cowgirl