There Has To Be A God!

Pain Pills
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Yes, there has to be a God.....

I spent years sticking needles into my arms, smoking crack until I was crawling around on the floor of my house in some sort of other world, and then drinking myself into oblivion, somehow staying alive through all this.
And tonight I spent the night at church. With a group of over 50 year olds, and playing dominoes!! Who'd of thought???
I can play dominoes and socialize with "normal people". I can go into a church and almost feel like a normal person. I can have fun with them, and they treated me like I was "normal"!!!!
Who would of thought?
Yes, you can smell the fresh air, hear the birds chirp. I live on the ocean, and I can smell the fresh air, and hear the waves, and see the color of the water, and the trees. I can smile at people, and see them smile back. They treat me as if I am just a regular person like them. I have never been that. I've always been an outcast of society.
Yes, there has to be a God. Too many people were praying for me, and I had a friend who held onto me, and promised he would never let go.
There is a whole new world out there to grab onto.

And I know, there has to be a God, and He still performs miracles.

Susan
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One word for that BEAUTIFUL............God bless

Love,
Marie
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Susan:

Great post! I live on the ocean also. Where do you live? You have a wonderful way w/words.

R
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Hi Rachel,
Daytona Beach, Fl.
Thank you, God Bless,

Susan