This A Exciting Time Of The Year , A Sad Time ,

or just THAT time of the yr .......well for me its an exciting time cause of my kids but other wise its the beggining of worry for me, time is coming for neil to be realeased (july) i know its no time soon but it will be here eventually and i really dont think i can handle it .....i just can t be arsed with worry any more i lost a school mate this week from H od an i was thinking OMG time is running out even luck is running out if he dont change soon then he is doomed well let me re -phrase that i am doomed an his kids ..............i know what ya all gonna say its his choice etc etc (I KNOW YA RIGHT ) but im involved now an i always am gonna be but i dont think i can handle it ..i mean when he goes he is my best friend my soul mate my (what i ;ike to think my future ) basically what im trying to say is if he f*** s up this time i really think i will just loose the plot ! ..........MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL ..AN TO ALL ....A HAPPY NEW YEAR XXXXXXXXXX
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Hey Emz, you are thinking way too far in the future, i know it is worrying you, but get xmas n that out the way. Have a good one for you and you kids!! You all deserve it. I do it also, worrying about the future........day at a time!!

Sorry to hear about your friend, smack is taking too many people right now, eh?

Here's to a HAPPY christmas, Kev