Tim

Pain Pills
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Hey Tim:

I wish you wouldn't go away. I learn a lot from your posts. Yesterday, I think there was a misunderstanding because Liz's second post was buried and some people didn't see it.

I know I may seem like I am sugar coating it with Liz...I just feel her pain. I have been desperately unhappy in my life before. It is so hard to see your way out sometimes...although, I know there is a way out.

Liz needs to be somewhere safe where she can get clean. And her child needs to be somewhere safe regardless of whether she gets clean or not. I think we all agree on that. I cannot tell you how much terror I felt when I read she had fallen down the stairs with her child in her arms. I am a mother to none, and not by choice...that just breaks my heart.

I guess that is the difference...some people get angry, some just feel the pain. I tend to be very empathetic.

Anyway, I really do wish you wouldn't leave. You are smart and funny and that is something there is never enough of here. I hope you will reconsider.

Sincerely,

Sarah
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Tim, I can understand your thoughts and feelings but please reconsider.

hugs,
Heath

I for one love to read your posts
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Tim:

I understand your feelings. I am going to send you an e-mail later today and hope that we can stay in contact. You are one of the reasons I come to this Board.

Love,

~Rachel
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Tim you are not going anywhere and neither am i. We had a nice talk yesterday and you know my theories and I know yours.

I just have to watch what I say here. The meetings are different everyone knows that most people care. You can SEE it, something you can not see in a BB<

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Sarah,Rachel,Heath,Justin....

Thanks guys,I'm just taking a break for a couple of weeks.I got stressed out about that thread that Liz started.I certainly don't have a problem with showing compassion but that's not what came across.You can kill people with kindness....literally.Sometimes they have to get good and pissed to see what they are doing is insane.She has been coming here for months and everybody just pats her on the back and says "It's going to be o.k."...well,it's not going to be o.k.
But anyway,you guys are great and I'll be cool in a couple of weeks.I go to my meetings here and I do need more F2F right now..I'm going surfing Monday and Tuesday and that always is very healing.

Love all of you guys....KeeKee,Lisa,Elim,Rae,Atlas,Danny,MollyJ,Thumper,Stacey,Kat,LB....etc.etc..

HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS!!!!!!


What do I want for Christmas?..........world peace and a trip to Hawaii...hint,hint.LOL....I travel light
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Tim,

I totally understand. I think somehow my post to Reddog got confused with condoning Liz's stuff. I don't condone it in any way.

She is in trouble, that is for sure. And I think I shared with you my feelings about the child.

I asked where she was...I don't know. I don't even know if we have ever posted to one another before. Certainly not on an intimate level. Anyway...cool beans on the surfing thing. Water is always good!

I am missing the Carribbean and going to NYC....lol, my priorities are definitely not right!

Peace...and happy holidays to you as well!

Sarah