I cannot not sleep and so thought I would just write what was on my mind... Father's day, It was not an easy day for me, all I could think about was my husband and how he was not here, I wondered if his son was thinking about him today with kindness, they were estranged to a point when he passed.. but I guess it does not matter. I am sure he is hurting in his own way, I miss him and I am sure I will have other days and special days that I will have to get thru. I have alot to be grateful for a sister who stayed on the phone with me all morning to listen to me.. My Father who is 84 and is doing alot better since my step mother died. My children who love me and will do anything for me, and 8 precious grandchildren who all of them together make my life worthwhile. I wanted so bad to use today it was on my mind alot I just wanted to sleep all day and not think to go out of my head..but I did not, I stayed clean for my self and in honor of my husband.. In honor of my husband who passed on 2/11/09, Happy Fathers day R.I.P. I will always love you...
((((((((hugs)))))))))))) Good for you for not giving into using, Paula. I know it's hard, but you are doing awesome! Keep it up just for today!
Sending you lots of love Paula. One day at a time.
Has it got better Paula? Haven't heard from you so check in.
I think she's in the middle of moving so may not check in for awhile. But when you do Paula..know just how loved you are.
