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omg you sound like me.............. hehe. I just left work to go get my cards read AGAIN!! to see if there any way possible to see if my "issue" is gonna change. OH and of course it says nooooo. that i have to continue being strong cause he gonan make me sick. and that i will move on. But i love him. I understand what your saying about that whole Loyality stuff and family. Im from jersey...
SO im living in a nightmare.... i cant go into anything further..... BUT his family cant even take care of themselves. All this kid problems come from his childhood. He knows it and I tried n tried so hard. I promised to give him a family one day. HEs just like his dad. ANYHOW, with you........
hmmmmm STAY STRONG...... Geez i wish you lived not that far i would say hey lets go for a martini in NYC or somethign n just vent to each other LOL.......
Yea know i feel so strong today....... i dunno what it is. I guess i got my cards read n it helped. LISTEN youve been with your problem just about the same time as me. Im gonna give you advise n try to read it too so maybe it sinks into my head. Cause i am a smart very pretty woman....NO ONE WILL BRING ME DOWN ANY FURTHER!!!I IT sucks its like come out of the bubble n look around.
Do we need this? WHy go thru this a day longer? (cause we love them) Last night i couldnt sleep i stayed up writing everything i felt. Try writing a night.
I saw families so happy yesterday and i wished it was me. I started to see my issue cant change. I cant change him. NO matter how many times he comes back. I bet tonight hell be at my house. Do u know he screwed his alarm up everytime we fight. He swears im doing it! he has a private invest. on me following me, he wanted me to take a lie detector test, blamed me for steeling keys to his house. I NEVER DID ANYTHING........... i just sit back n cry. I never cheated....... Im seeing it all now....... how much longer can i love someone who does this to me but comes back n wants me forever PLEASE!!. The coc never gonna stop. I believe he calls me when he a mess or when he coming down n depressed?!! He used to do it with his own dad. HOW GROSS!!
ANYHOW,,,,,,,,, lets learn from this................ STEP out of hte bubble n look around. im sure there other men..... (But we dont give them a time a day)
i guess with in time n talking and telling yourself u deserve better well get thru this horrible chapter in our lives.........but we need to make our heart HARD n Strong
i dont know you but you seem like me.................. XOXOXOXOXO
whatever you choose to do tonight THink of ME and ill think of you....... STAY STRONG!!! I guess look at us......... how much are we suuposed to take?? the stealing? the hurt? the lies?? when does it end??? we have to take a stand n stand tall n high.......... n put a stop to it. and say GOODBYEE!!!!!!!!!
w/b
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IF i dont get to talk to anyone before monday............... HAVE A GREAT WEEEKEND........... LUV U ALL!! STAY STRONG!!! and type to me......... if you get down......
xoxo
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its seems like the holidays makes it harder......... I hate it.. :( BUT life must go one..........
xoxo
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its seems like the holidays makes it harder......... I hate it.. :( BUT life must go one..........
