Hi hi all
So here I am relatively 3 years sober and I didn't really realize I was starting with the relapse phases. This site has already helped so much I wouldn't have believed it a week ago.
Just read relapse prevention and it gave me one hell of a reality check. I started thinking of my old highs and what we did to get high about a month ago. Didn't really take it serious until I was trying to get weed and my friend said that they will give me the dealers number. My mind went instantly to getting heroin. The words that came out of my mouth surprised me, NO it's fine then.
I will definitely be a regular on this site for a long time to come even if no one talks to me, I know I can share without being judged or being scared.
Realizing that relapsing would probably always be in the back of my head but it has no more a place as my best friend in my life
Here I stand before you all stripped of my face and you see the true me, true emotions. No more to hide, no more lies, only truth......
Like they say truth will set you free or will it?
Cheers
Hi lilly
Be proud of yourself!! identifying what your cues and triggers has helped you??
Acceptance of the problem has allowed you to make an honest decision.
Keep checkin in with site someone will be happy to help!!
Best wishes
Suspect
Be proud of yourself!! identifying what your cues and triggers has helped you??
Acceptance of the problem has allowed you to make an honest decision.
Keep checkin in with site someone will be happy to help!!
Best wishes
Suspect
Hi Suspect
Thanks x
Thanks x
Hey Lilly. Thanks for sharing. This is a great place.
Hi lilly101
How are you doing?? Hope all is well!
Suspect
How are you doing?? Hope all is well!
Suspect
Hi Suspect
I'm doing great today thanks. Ever since I started sharing a few thing on here I'm starting to feel much better. As if a great burden has lifted off my shoulders. Just talking in general and knowing those who reply understand what I am going through is amazing.
How are you doing today?
Thanks
I'm doing great today thanks. Ever since I started sharing a few thing on here I'm starting to feel much better. As if a great burden has lifted off my shoulders. Just talking in general and knowing those who reply understand what I am going through is amazing.
How are you doing today?
Thanks
Hi lilly
Yeah doing well thanks, 22days done, Im finally off it, can't quite believe it.
I did it with advice from the site, it's fantastic to be hearing from others.
I'm having headaches the sneezing fits are worst. Slight chills but keeping warm .
Dispite the minor symptoms, I feel over the worst. The first week, was uncomfortable but manageable. I'm pleased with progress and I've been taking advice on the site on Emotional, mental and physical relapse which has enabled me to identify certain cues and triggers.
Thank you for your reply, it does help knowing that we can help and guide those in need.
Take care
Suspect
Yeah doing well thanks, 22days done, Im finally off it, can't quite believe it.
I did it with advice from the site, it's fantastic to be hearing from others.
I'm having headaches the sneezing fits are worst. Slight chills but keeping warm .
Dispite the minor symptoms, I feel over the worst. The first week, was uncomfortable but manageable. I'm pleased with progress and I've been taking advice on the site on Emotional, mental and physical relapse which has enabled me to identify certain cues and triggers.
Thank you for your reply, it does help knowing that we can help and guide those in need.
Take care
Suspect
Congrats Suspect!!!!!! Biiiiiig hug for making it 22 days
I also went and read up on the prevention of relapsing. I am so glad I went and read it. Yeah this site truly does help.
Have a great day further
x
I also went and read up on the prevention of relapsing. I am so glad I went and read it. Yeah this site truly does help.
Have a great day further
x
Suspect I forgot to say, try honey either on its own or in hot water or in warm milk.
It helps, it slight helps with the sneezing and headaches. I use to use to try and sleep but it only works every now and again
It helps, it slight helps with the sneezing and headaches. I use to use to try and sleep but it only works every now and again
Hi lilly
In the uk we call it a hot toddy as spirit is added or without. Thanks for letting me know. I'm going to try it, can add lemon and ginger, lime mix it up.
Thank for your reply and support.
I'm burned out tired and off to sleep apologies for the short message, my memory has bailed on me I can't remember peeps message content without writing down to respond to replies!! Drugs have mashed my brain. It's really concerning me. I should see my doctor for a brain scan??
Thank god my tests came back clear for syphilis, H.I.V, hepatitis B and C. Had my boosters, for these diseases. I've had two boosters and due last one next week. Has anyone else had three needles. I'm beginging to think there going kill me!! Tell me its paranoia please lol
#$lowlygoingcrazy!!
Take care
Suspect reporting
In the uk we call it a hot toddy as spirit is added or without. Thanks for letting me know. I'm going to try it, can add lemon and ginger, lime mix it up.
Thank for your reply and support.
I'm burned out tired and off to sleep apologies for the short message, my memory has bailed on me I can't remember peeps message content without writing down to respond to replies!! Drugs have mashed my brain. It's really concerning me. I should see my doctor for a brain scan??
Thank god my tests came back clear for syphilis, H.I.V, hepatitis B and C. Had my boosters, for these diseases. I've had two boosters and due last one next week. Has anyone else had three needles. I'm beginging to think there going kill me!! Tell me its paranoia please lol
#$lowlygoingcrazy!!
Take care
Suspect reporting
Hi Suspect
You are definitely not paranoid, as I understand that is the amount of times they have to give you the treatment.
I haven't been tested after my relapse but it has only been me that used and no one knew about it. I am allergic to any kind of doctors for tests or anything else. I only go as soon as I know I have bronchitis, that actually increased after my relapse as well as all the allergies I didn't really knew I had.
Hahaha I was in UK for a couple of years and never had it and the year after I returned I got introduced to a quadruple hot toddy and had one hell of a wild night
Any ways I hope it helps x
You are definitely not paranoid, as I understand that is the amount of times they have to give you the treatment.
I haven't been tested after my relapse but it has only been me that used and no one knew about it. I am allergic to any kind of doctors for tests or anything else. I only go as soon as I know I have bronchitis, that actually increased after my relapse as well as all the allergies I didn't really knew I had.
Hahaha I was in UK for a couple of years and never had it and the year after I returned I got introduced to a quadruple hot toddy and had one hell of a wild night
Any ways I hope it helps x
