HI" trying hard i know we have not posted to each other before but i just wanted to let you know how very {PROUD IAM OF YOU} u deserve alot more then icecream for doing it cold turkey as for me i could not go the coldturkey way due to seizures i tried and almost died so my doc and my hubby helped me tapper and i know thats not for every one either but we are all differnt right"anyway iam now almost 3 months clean and doing fine just alittle depression now and then but good other wise thanks to jacky" teresa1" bob+gina"charmed"marie kysharon" just to name afew dear members" but anyway please be very proud of your self because we sure are proud of you. HUGS + LOVE LITTLE H.
3 months clean is AWESOME...Tomorrow is 2 weeks for me.....I am starting to feel better. It is the hardest thing ever.....
HI" katboyd way to go two weeks is awsome just keep going" getting through the first few days is hard enough and u now have two weeks behind you please be proud of that like my doc told me each day that passes u should be proud because it puts u closer to your goal" and it did i know its hard BUT PLEASE stick with it its worth it" it feels so good to have that fog lifted from my head every thing is so much clearer so please hang in there and anytime u need support or just to vent we are here for you please take care. HUGS + LOVE LITTLE H.
Thanks Little H.....I am proud of myself. I wanted for so long to be free of the pill game. Wondering when I would get more, feeling like crap, taking more, gtting more, finding a new doctor....having the doctor say NO.....etc., etc....I feel free. After withdrawals, I don't ever want to be tied down to something again. It might feel great to take some pills and get high, but nothing is worse than withdrawals and guilt.....bye for now. Take care. Thanks for the support....Kat
Hey, i just had a question, how did u almost die from with drwal?? thanks... jazzy
Little H.
I want you to know I really appreciate you posting me. It really helps to know other people do care. Yes it was tough going cold turkey but in my own mind and heart that is the way I had to do it. Being strong willed does help but I still felt the withdrawals. The w/ds were not as bad as taking all that mess so now I feel great and I'm looking forward to the future.
Three months is fantastic! I'm sure it wasn't easy but I'm sure it was worth it.Anyway thanks again for noticing my accomplishment!
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HI JAZZY" how are u i hope all is ok as to your Q? i had such a sevier seizer that in the ambulance my heart flat lined and they had to jump start it with the paddles my hubby said he almost had a heart failer him self he was so paniced in the ambulance when i came to i could here him yelling at them bring her back anyway the doc said that the cold turkey way was to much stress just to hard on my heart iam a very petite person so he said my heart was not strong enough to take the pressure after 3 years to just cut it off like that for some the doc said the W/D are to much to handle and i did not tell him i was going to do it because i wanted to surprise them that i did it on my own ya right" it was just not the right thing for me but tappering was the next thing and that was the ticket anyway thanks for careing please take care. HUGS + LOVE LITTLE H.
BUMP!!! dear jazzys replying to Q? sorry did not mean to cut in on anyone HUGS.
HI" tryinghard hows it going today i hope your weekend is going great just wanted to stop by and say hi and see how you are" anyway i wont babble on like i normaly do sink full of breakfest dishes to do yuck lol....but then again they aint going anywhere i need a coffee break first lol.. well anyway take care and stay strong. HUGS + LOVE LITTLE H.
Hiya H wow whats with the new name? you got a very old women confused hun lol not that thats hard lol. How you doing? jackie xxx
ahi big sis lol... how are u doing i hope all is well" sorry about the confuesion lol.. but a few days ago my dear hubby had to clean out the computer i think its called defraging it our computer was just running to slow so every time i tried to sine in after it wouldnt work so after 2 days of trying lol... i finely changed it so i just changed it to my nick name that was hung on me by my uncle when i was 5 and to this day they still call me little hanno oh i hate that name lol... but i did not know what else to put so since thats what they call me i used it on here but its still me as u can see from my spelling lol .. and by the way hows the family ready for christmas lol... not me yet please take care . HUGS + LOVE LITTLE .H
so hubby is no defraged eh lol ouch. yes getting ready fro christmas its going to be so good my and mike got time off this year wow first time lol we are trying to decide what to have for christmas lunch turkey or turkey what do you think lol. jackie xxxxxxxxx
W.jacky...I think definately, turkey!LOL
sugarbear lol i remember many moons ago being a new wife lol i brought a frozen turkey guess what it only had on leg it was the topic of discussion all christmas ex hubby reakon i hate it frozen lol. jackie xx
Hey jacky" guess what i did the first year i was married and thanks to my loving sisters said it was my turn to host christmas dinner for the relitives i was so proud of my self i made potatoes gravy veggies coleslaw pinnaple ham"wich by the way was a little on the crisped side ok"i burnt it lol.. and oh yeah some wise guy just because it was christmas had to ask for the stuffing lol... and of course it hit me and realised right then well of course there is no stuffing i FORGOT to buy the blasted turkey to stuff in the first place" if there was a hole near by i would have jumped in it i was so inbarresed and u know sisters and add one brother to the mix and they never let u live it down lol.. yea now i can laugh about it lol...lol... anyway after that i was called no turkey helen anyway i will catch u later please take care of you and yours . HUGS + LOVE LITTLE H.
H you always crack me up lol jackie xx
