Today is not as bad as yesterday still very hard.I see my Doc tommorw and boy do i need to see him.I know this must get old to all of you reading this but i still have that empty feeling.Not to metion the fear i have and i am not sure why.My wife and my 2 daughters have been the foundation for me at this time but yet i cant stop feeling worthless to them.I am not good enough for there love.Thank you for taking your time to read this. Brent
im just looking for a little help ,could soeone please respond.Thank you,Brent
Are you detoxing from pills.?..I don't know your story....maybe I can help...Sharonn
We all have felt this way I think it is a direct result of our disease because we are so self centered when we are using and it is a self centered disease .I have been able to work through alot of these issues by going to meetings and listening to others and how they mended with there families would you consider going to a meeting?Are you coming off pills ?I am not familiar with your story either but you are not alone and you do not have to be as addicts we have a common bond thru our addictions therefore we can relate to each other in almost all situations although sometimes our stories do not match perfectly so to say we can always offer one another hope .
Yes iam detoxing from oxycontin for the 2 time around and the emotional pain iam putting my family and myself i have never felt before.Empty worthless and most of all i feel i no longer am a benifit to my family,although iam reminded everyday how much iam loved.Thank you so much for your response.Brent
You are showing your family that you love and care for them by coming off the drugs and if they dont understand then we that have been there appreciate where you are coming from.
Look here just put that bat down and quit beating yourself with it we cant be kicked when we are down or we will have a much harder time getting back up .You are doing the right thing and as long as you contonue to do that you have to give yourself a break going thru w/d can really f**k with your head whats done is done so leave it in the past where it belongs and tell your family how much you appreciate them not giving up on you and you will show them when you feel better that they have made a good choice to stand behind you when you can get back to your everyday routine just put the bat down it is not going to help this situation ok
Look here just put that bat down and quit beating yourself with it we cant be kicked when we are down or we will have a much harder time getting back up .You are doing the right thing and as long as you contonue to do that you have to give yourself a break going thru w/d can really f**k with your head whats done is done so leave it in the past where it belongs and tell your family how much you appreciate them not giving up on you and you will show them when you feel better that they have made a good choice to stand behind you when you can get back to your everyday routine just put the bat down it is not going to help this situation ok
