Unstoppable

hi there well just decided today to look around and see what these websites are like, i am binge brain and have been for the last five years, mainly drinking, theres been such low times its unimaginable, aching body , like a possessed person when drunk doing absolutley out of character stuff, i simply cannot have one glass of wine, my kidneys hurt, my memory is scattered, well everyone knows, its defintly been a problem for years anyway wnat to stop it!!!!!!! help
Hi Muddy...Welcome...reaching out is the first step...Have you thought about detox/rehab? Going to AA meetings? There is hope...there is recovery...there is a Stop to the madness...I am sober 20 years...one day at a time...it has been life changing for me in so many ways....Alcoholism is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit...recovery helps us to change and grow and gather tools to not pick up that first drink or drug...It comes down to how badly you want to be sober/clean....I know I was desparate...I was broken....and I had no hope for a happy life...today my life is more than I could imagine...b/c of the changes within me...my outside circumstances aren't always perfect...but today I have a way to deal with things...I have the 12 Steps of AA that give me a guide to live...and I have friends and family who love and support me...This board is awesome...a lot of support and wisdom...Keep posting...Gina
Hey Muddy suss out the local AA scene and give the meetings a good go.There should be plenty of meetings in Auckland and keep posting, sobriety really is awesome and works if you work at it.

Light and love Zac
hi thanks for the advice, im going to give myself one more shot at not getting drunk as a pirate, i feel like new years looming i can do this for myself, and am currently looking to do a detox and take it from there. If you see me back on this forum, well it hasnt worked and im crying on my laptop. ha but i can do it i have been reading the bible alot, asking for some higher help and well i feel stronger thats for sure. well people have a good new years christmas


muddy
Hey muddy

Whatever happens this site is always here and you could share your experience strength and hope so keep posting because it does really help.

And cmon the Crusaders for the Super 14 next year

Light and love Zac