Valley Of The Dolls

I didn't tell all. Beer and Hydro. I don't understand how something that makes you fell so good and make you feel so bad. I want to hate it. But I want to feel that good forever. Day 5 no hydro but a couple of beers. I feel like I've lost my best friend.
I know what you mean.... I took 4 pills this morning when I got up and they gave me a panic attack... How can something that makes me feel so good sometimes cause all of these problems???

I've cut down to twice a day now - in the morning and at night- but right now I would give anything to have them out of my system... Yuck!
Phyllis, day 5 w/no hydro is great. Congrats. Do you want to hold on to the beer? M.
Nope. I want to give up the beer. I gained 15 lbs over 1 year while on the hydro and beer. I enjoyed being lazy, enjoying the high. I felt good and it didn't matter. But now, no I want to give up the beer.

Today, this morning; I feel good. Day 6. I slept almost all night.
Yeah i felt the same way, thats why i wrote a good bye letter to the vics and alfter i kept it, but it was af if i closed that chapter in my life.. maybe this helps & the beer is not suck a good idea, not telling you what to do but rather some friendly advise... GOOD for you getting off of the vics, it is so freaking HARD!!

also the letter really helped me as well. I hope it does for you as well... please take care and keep up the great work!!!!