ok--so my ex called back just now--hes clean and wants to see my son!!!!!!!!!! im scared and excited and scared and mad at myself because i feel excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man why me!? im confusinf myself i dont knowwhat to feel and it sucks that my feelings are so caught up in a situation where i need to be level headed and if im not and i make a bad decision its at the expense of dane
I am SO VERY glad for your sons sake that his father has called back. Even better he is clean!. I'm sure it has your nerves a mess. All you need to do is support their relationship and be there for you boy however the cards may fall.
Amity...I would sure think that that would make you real nervous :)...but Im also thinking its got to be a good thing for your son too...to see his dad...and he is clean...your strong Amity...you can be clear and level headed even though you are feeling a nervous wreck inside...your a wonderfully wise and strong person...:)...I know you'll handle it perfectly :) :) Im glad for your son :)
WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amity, remember what they teach us in recovery............if you're nervous or scared that means it's important?...............it's alright to be those things......feel them things..............plus this is about your lil man...........so of course you're gonna be all a jumble of nerves.
Hey, that's amazing he's clean..............your ex.............amazing...........one of those times where synchronicity comes in.............it's not a wish........it's a "meant to be".............must be.
Thinking of ya..............keep us posted...........I felt bad I had no advice for ya the other day and here I'm reading this.
WOW!
Amity, remember what they teach us in recovery............if you're nervous or scared that means it's important?...............it's alright to be those things......feel them things..............plus this is about your lil man...........so of course you're gonna be all a jumble of nerves.
Hey, that's amazing he's clean..............your ex.............amazing...........one of those times where synchronicity comes in.............it's not a wish........it's a "meant to be".............must be.
Thinking of ya..............keep us posted...........I felt bad I had no advice for ya the other day and here I'm reading this.
WOW!
