of all the days I'm on day 6 my skin is on fire and my legs are hurting and somebody shows up with methadone. what I can't believe is that I had the strength to say no I'm kickin it I don't want to drug in charge of my life I want to be in charge of it.
Theres always gonna be someone to test ur strangth and will power. And u yave over come it. But there will be many more ppl like this throughout ur recovery be strong. Keep saying no cause in the end ur the one winning. :) im having a hard time myself. Was on methadone since 2007 got off clinic in aug 2014 but continued to take 10 mlg methadone pills but cuttingnthem into 4s. Till newyears day came 2016 and i wanted a change. Stopped taking the pills & switched to suboxone onmyown which probably isnt the best solution. Becuz i only have 1 suboxone pill that was my fathers who passed away recently. I cut the big orange pill that theybdont make any more cut them into about 14 or 16 pieces and im slowly taking smaller amounths everyday. I have 6 little pieces left and hoping b4 jan 31st ill be ok. And complete free. I feel the burning sensations in my skin the irritability the leg cramps but even tho it seems painful at least i know we should know we are closer to the end. How did u make out? How longnhas it been now since uve stopped completely. Have u been able to stay away completely? Let me knw.
Getting drug free is the easy part. Staying & living drug free is the trick.
All the best.
Bob R
All the best.
Bob R
good for you daniel!!!
i know exactly how you feel... i had to isolate myself almost completely for a while BECAUSE i was so worried that if someone came up to me with anything and asked me if i wanted i would've not been able to trust myself.
you have my mad respect!
keep it up!
i know exactly how you feel... i had to isolate myself almost completely for a while BECAUSE i was so worried that if someone came up to me with anything and asked me if i wanted i would've not been able to trust myself.
you have my mad respect!
keep it up!
