Hey long time since my last post i been doing find just im stuck at a barrier to say i finnaly got my ged and thta was my 2005 new year resolution and staying sober our trying my hardest slipping here and there but still straying forward im here now to ask i made a list of pros and cons because im about to enlist in the army for 3-4 years and im hesitating because im not sure if its the right reason of why im doing it because im excited because i know it be a challenge and im up for that but the list i made points that im doing it for the wrong reason to tell the truth i feel like im looking for a way to escape the evitable of being ok with myself and knowing that each day i struggle makes me a stronger person and then i think my mind is weak and the army will whip you into shape im just so confused and tomorrow i have to go down and see what job i qualify for in the army and i doint know
I DO WISH YOU LUCK IN HATEVER U DECIDE...STAY CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS..WHENEVER IN DOUBT TURN TO GOD HE WILL LEAD YOU DOWN THE RIGHT PATH GOODNIGHT.
