Why Is It To Me Most Here Are Not Clean

Pain Pills
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Roger quotes-Why Is It To Me Most Here Are Not Clean ................................cause your not.After awhile I though everyone did dope like me.It was a rude awakening.There some people who hate taking pain medication.It makes them sick and they dont get a buzz from it.I quite never understood that.Pot does the same thing for me.I hate the feeling.Our bodies are unique.I think its also an excuse not to stop.
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good point tim,

i used to think the same thing it was because in the end i only was surrounded with so called friends who were just like me and they all used. i didnt know any clean people after getting deep into addiction.

terrianne
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roger, what the f***s wrong with you,your on 4 of the strongest narcotics there is,and your saying your trying to?lol,somethings wrong with this picture,you say you got pain?i got boke neck spinal cord nerve damage, only time i stop burning is if im uncontious,but this isnt a pain contest! if i can live on a couple darvocets a day,i think you could,,lol id trade you any day,ive never said i was clean,i have myself,kicked certain meds, and im sick of the damn pills and hurt,sickness!addiction isnt something you can just turn off,an if pll just come here and get hopped up to feel less guility,then it would be wrong.im doiin my best,as anyone should,but main thing is to try..be well wild
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I agree, Terrianne. When I was using and going to treatment I was sure no one was there to actually get clean. I thought they were all drug seeking like me. And if someone had a script, well of course they must be abusing them like I was. When I got clean I was amazed at how few of the people I had encountered in my addiction were actually taking pills like I was. Most of them were selling them to me (duh).
I didn't realize how messed up my thinking actually was when I was taking drugs. I thought my thoughts were clear and logical but what a surprise to find out my entire thought process was out of whack. Seeing the insanity (and I was insane, believe me) is scary today. I don't ever want to go back to that way of life. So I think I won't <G>
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Terri wrote: "maybe you should fess up to your pain management dr and work out some type up program and do this up right. i think it will be a load off your mind just to start working toward some goal, no matter what the goal is right now, just something is better then just talking about it. anything at this point would be helping you. even if you just drop your dose a bit at the meth clinic every couple weeks. do something. i know you have it in you. we all do."

Rodger,

I can't say it any better than Terri did. Make any change at all in the right direction. And for the record, I'm clean, too.

Cheers,
Gina
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Roger,
I hope your doctor can help you get off all those narcotic's your on. If you can get off one at a time or get into a treatment center I think that would be your best option. Your right though when your using it seems as if the whole world is using to. I remember when I was taking pills I used to think everyone else was until I got clean. So it doesn't surprise me that you feel that way.
Good luck to you. Rae
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Im clean guys~!!! I havent had a vicodin oin 28 days and ive been off the sub for over 2 days now. I am at thew wd stage but i dont care anymore, the weekedn is almost here and i will be better soon. From the help of all of you i am able to fight this battle. I love you all

Red
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While I was actively using, I thought everyone was clean and actively participating in life while I stayed deeply rooted in the problem. When I came to this Board I took it for granted that most were clean. When the fog cleared, I realized some people are on a different path or hadn't had to face the consequences of their using just yet.

Rachel
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Well Rog, You got some good input.. what are you going to do with this? Oh, I know, come back here in 1-2 months and post the same exact post. You have been doing this since I have been here. Oh, and guess what, we are not all on dope. I am not slamming you, I am just taking a different approach because every time you come here I try to give you an optimistic answer.. and as far as I can see that doesnt work.

Good luck,

Tom
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Roger verbal vomit doesnt make sense to me do you think you could explain without all the vomit????mj
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MJ
You are at trip girl.LMAO,I know deep down he wants off or he would be comeing here.Unless its a case of l dodo...
I just hope that you find a way to get off no matter what way to see fit.You need to you are on alot of heavy heavy stuff.i dont think it makes a different to yours getting off will be harder then any others here...i think we are all different ,None of it is a piece of cake .Start looking at self and thnk about how or what would be a plan for yourself.Good luck,crystal

Thanks for the conm. on my cat,i like it but,i had gooood one alittle nakedness but,didnt know how people would take it.Not of me naked its one i found,its pretty funny though,i have save a few others that i liked as well.theres a baby smokeing i liked it aminmatied and thought i was funny,but didnt know how others would take it.take care all,crystal