Not much to do with recovery ...but maybe theres a link.I work in a steelplant with some decent blokes ...but also some real f***ers...think small town brain twisted up and yer close.One of them is my immediate supirior and we had the mother of all rows today with me being sent home for using :threatening and abusive behaviour:and hes the f***ing thug jeeeesh!!!!!!!!
Anyway im not to sure if il have a job next week...knowing my luck i will..only messing coz i need their filthy money to keep things runnin round here.I know us workers get these blues but man am i ready to pack it in...only for my daughter i would.Also i know theres a lil whispering deal goin on bout me being an addict...the gossips dont know for sure ..but any excuse and yer branded junkie scum...by the small minds.Thats me...all have a nice wknd.....Davey
Alright Davey? don't let the b&^*tards get you down mate, you get them in all walks of life... like you say you need the job for your daughter. What's been said about you? Hope all goes well when you go back monday, Kev
Cheers Kev...its just bringing me down some....ive been in this j.o.b 6yrs and havnt been on my best behaviour sumtimes...but i feel im getting victimised for past misdeeds...i.e goofing off in my welding cubucle....Also im from London born n breed but my family are Irish so they are throughing in a few lil racist vibes...just a load of wankers mate.You take care and have a good with the kids ....Davey
Davey i got out of Polmont YOI in 2001 and took a job as a kitchen porter to get me back into work full time. There was a guy called charlie who got promoted to 2nd chef and took it upon himself to make my days a misery ( brushing dirt under tables, burning pots , and generally making my work harder) I didn't give him the satisfaction of rising to his bait cos that's what he wanted(me, the jailbird attacking him) a few weeks later i quit as i got another job and got him back in my own way(not violence) and it was a cracker....
Every dog has his day... those that are saying the racist stuff will get theirs...just keep the head up, you're better than them. take it easy, kev
Every dog has his day... those that are saying the racist stuff will get theirs...just keep the head up, you're better than them. take it easy, kev
THUG??????????? You should go in on Monday and yeah you will have a job cause you're a good worker, Davey.........go in with some Hip-Hop clothing on.
I'll send ya a Yankees cap too........wear it percariously tipped off the head.
I'd be like "Here's your thug".
Davey, sorry you are dealing with that.......like Kev said don't dare let them get to ya.........they wanna break ya, Davey.........imagine the glee they'd have saying "The junkie couldn't hang".........whisper, whisper, guess what.......you have nothing to ashamed of or be embarrassed by, Davey......ya know WHY?
Cause ya KICKED IT............you BEAT IT........let one of them namby pamby's ever try that..
Plus, Davey you're intelligent...........you have an open mind as well........they probably can't stand that the close minded creeps.........it's the weekend and that whisper.........a label.........that's not who ya are........NO!
You're a father, a friend, a son, a counselor, an artist, and on and on.....that's who ya are, Davey and a fighter.........and they got a problem with it.......I'll go get Uncle Bluegrass and me and him got your back.
Hell with them.........you are BIGGER than that, Davey........I'd rather be a recovering addict than close minded, small town, creep.........hang in there, Davey and never let them see ya sweat..........although I wish ya would have kicked the one guy bothered ya's a*s.........all I'm saying is my mom told me my biological people.........they were all like Jack Dempsey.
I'll box them in your plant for ya..........but then again we're refined.....right?
Hang on there, buddy..........ya got Sian.......all ya need in this world.
I'll send ya a Yankees cap too........wear it percariously tipped off the head.
I'd be like "Here's your thug".
Davey, sorry you are dealing with that.......like Kev said don't dare let them get to ya.........they wanna break ya, Davey.........imagine the glee they'd have saying "The junkie couldn't hang".........whisper, whisper, guess what.......you have nothing to ashamed of or be embarrassed by, Davey......ya know WHY?
Cause ya KICKED IT............you BEAT IT........let one of them namby pamby's ever try that..
Plus, Davey you're intelligent...........you have an open mind as well........they probably can't stand that the close minded creeps.........it's the weekend and that whisper.........a label.........that's not who ya are........NO!
You're a father, a friend, a son, a counselor, an artist, and on and on.....that's who ya are, Davey and a fighter.........and they got a problem with it.......I'll go get Uncle Bluegrass and me and him got your back.
Hell with them.........you are BIGGER than that, Davey........I'd rather be a recovering addict than close minded, small town, creep.........hang in there, Davey and never let them see ya sweat..........although I wish ya would have kicked the one guy bothered ya's a*s.........all I'm saying is my mom told me my biological people.........they were all like Jack Dempsey.
I'll box them in your plant for ya..........but then again we're refined.....right?
Hang on there, buddy..........ya got Sian.......all ya need in this world.
well said Bryn....
Iknow what ya mean Kev.....but i think the times of day i take my methd.makes a difference...one wk. i work 6am/2pm...them 2pm./10pm...on the lates im o.k but on earlys i take my dose before i leave ...bout 5.30am and although im only on 70ml....by 9am im sumtimes finding it hard to stay awake...maybe gottta change my times but methd, an addictive drug so its hard.Anyhow mate goood chatting to ya...........Davey
Cheers Bryn you truely are the best.....for turning a bad situ.round to sumthin positive...you got the gift girl and i treasure that....Luv YA Bryn.....yours....Davey
Was gonna say keep your head down, then thought, no! hold your head high!...or do a combination of the two!!! My boyfriend gets the same s*** at work...anything goes wrong or someone f***s up...he gets the blame...they realise it's not his fault...does he get an apology? No way.
We're proud of you in here...even if the small minded idiots you work for aren't! You're the bigger man Davey. It's not being a wimp to tow the line when you've got a kid to support...it's being amazingly mature.
You got my respect.
Maddy x
We're proud of you in here...even if the small minded idiots you work for aren't! You're the bigger man Davey. It's not being a wimp to tow the line when you've got a kid to support...it's being amazingly mature.
You got my respect.
Maddy x
Yeah, Bryn's got your back. Sounds like someone's deliberately trying to get under your skin...just pushing those buttons and waiting for the reaction ~ fire-starters I call them. I had a boss did that for like three months - oh, it's awful hard when you got a mouth as big as mine. Davey - you chill this weekend and I hope you get a fresh perspective by Monday. You're a stand-up guy, like Believer said, hold your head high.
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ditto to what bryn said--she awlways takes the words right outta my mouth-but hey it keeps me workin my fingers less-lol but anyway-i know EXACTLY what your talking about im in a similar situation somehow someone found out i was in a housing situation for addicted women and now im the druggie or the one in treatment--watch your purse around her-when in actuality im probably the most honest reliable kind person in that f-ing place. dont let them rent space in your head you sound liike a good man and if you are a hard worker im sure you still have your job if they are all thugs then ill bet they are happy to see you come through that door--i am also on the meth and i too take it at 6am and get sleepy and grumpy around 10am i just try to keep to myself and stay moving--for god sakes dont nod off while welding-LOL ok thats really not funny--maybe you need to come down a little--do you find it hard to sleep when you take it early?? you should really try to take it at the exact same time everyday or else you feel wack--it really makes a difference
Apart from all the aggro at work....Amity i think yer onto sumthin bout the time of day you should take yer methd.Somtimes i just take 50ml.coz ive got one of those measure cups holding that amount....so at certain times i have extra meth.I get 70ml.daily but i get a 13day takeaway...so theres alot to play with and i dont have to return any bottles....room for abuse?absoloutly...but since comin off the gear&benzos last yr. ive cut out abusing my meth.....i used to conciuosly save up some for the wknd and say take 130ml on sat&sun...just a lil buzz and maybe a goof...but definitly not good for yer moods or general well being.
So as ya said Amity taking yer dose at diff.times can most definatly put ya outta wack....so im planning on taking it in the evening from now on and see how it goes.Off to the cinema now with my 7yr.old and her mate...Firehouse Dog its called...so lets hope its not tooo Hollywood and sugary.Take care all..............Davey
So as ya said Amity taking yer dose at diff.times can most definatly put ya outta wack....so im planning on taking it in the evening from now on and see how it goes.Off to the cinema now with my 7yr.old and her mate...Firehouse Dog its called...so lets hope its not tooo Hollywood and sugary.Take care all..............Davey
Well back from another shift welding pipes and dreaming dreams....still got my job and got an apology to boot.The face on the redneck who i had the lil dispute with was one of complete dejection and bitterness....but da f***er had to say sorry ...to me!!!...so alls cool ....until the next time.Thanks all ov ya ........Davey
Glad to hear it Davey.... Dreaming Dreams...like it!
Yay! Must've felt real good...to release that worry and upset. Good for you, Davey. Have an excellent work week.
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