Zac...
I read the other posts and see some of the pain in your words...With all the love, patience and understanding you have with others and the gratitude you glow with, your mum is one very special woman to have a child like you...You, your mum and your family are in my prayers and I'm sending big hugs from Northern California your way....
((((hugs)))))
Stacey
Hey Zac......I hope the same for your mum. I pray for her to be at peace my friend. You and your family have been added to my prayers my friend!
Thanks Stacey and Val
M brother nearly rang us last night to get there fast but she pulled through and today for her birthday she is awake and alert so thankyou for your prayers as they have touched base already.
She is a battler all 5 foot 4 and 44kg of her and i love her so yeah the emotions are all over the place at the moment, Im sober and the only drink i will have is the love that my heart sips every time i see my mum
Light and love Zac
M brother nearly rang us last night to get there fast but she pulled through and today for her birthday she is awake and alert so thankyou for your prayers as they have touched base already.
She is a battler all 5 foot 4 and 44kg of her and i love her so yeah the emotions are all over the place at the moment, Im sober and the only drink i will have is the love that my heart sips every time i see my mum
Light and love Zac
Dear Zac...I will keep you, your mom, and family in my prayers...I am sure your mom is very proud of you....Love Gina
thinking of you Zac
Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
You have given me encouraging words when I needed them .
You are a shining example of a dignified sober man, with a wonderful heart and spirit.
God bless you and know he is with your family...especially your Mom.
God is good.
Carolyn
You have given me encouraging words when I needed them .
You are a shining example of a dignified sober man, with a wonderful heart and spirit.
God bless you and know he is with your family...especially your Mom.
God is good.
Carolyn
Zac,
I'm lifting you, your Mum and the rest of your family up in my spiritual thoughts and prayers tonight and every night thereafter......thank you so much for being my friend.
I'm lifting you, your Mum and the rest of your family up in my spiritual thoughts and prayers tonight and every night thereafter......thank you so much for being my friend.
Hey everyone
I'm sitting here crying as i type because i have so much gratitude for the support you all provide.
My mum is dying slowly and each time she gets crook the illness gets her a bit more. She is ok staying still but just going to the toilet knocks her arse for six. I know this sounds aweful but i hope she goes to sleep and passes on to a world of no pain and suffering and where she is free from her old body and can fly.
We have talked about dying and she is ready, my mum is a champion, she brought up kids and put up with an alky husband who was phtsically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally violent....He only knew what he was brought up in and i love you dad.....but that is easier to do now he is dead.
I've seen handfulls of hair pulled from my mums head and in the morning she is there with our breakfast, and clean clothes and the pain of suffering in her eyes.
Mum also had to put up with me and all my grief that i caused her and today i can only repay that by breaking the cycle and telling her i love her everyday.
Sorry people but i just need to type I'm the youngest mums baby and when i was born we were both given the last rights by a priest and we grew older together, I can't and don't wish to change the past but i do wish to enhance the future and today Mum i did not drink because i love you
And that goes to everyone on these boards...Thanks
Light and love Zac
I'm sitting here crying as i type because i have so much gratitude for the support you all provide.
My mum is dying slowly and each time she gets crook the illness gets her a bit more. She is ok staying still but just going to the toilet knocks her arse for six. I know this sounds aweful but i hope she goes to sleep and passes on to a world of no pain and suffering and where she is free from her old body and can fly.
We have talked about dying and she is ready, my mum is a champion, she brought up kids and put up with an alky husband who was phtsically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally violent....He only knew what he was brought up in and i love you dad.....but that is easier to do now he is dead.
I've seen handfulls of hair pulled from my mums head and in the morning she is there with our breakfast, and clean clothes and the pain of suffering in her eyes.
Mum also had to put up with me and all my grief that i caused her and today i can only repay that by breaking the cycle and telling her i love her everyday.
Sorry people but i just need to type I'm the youngest mums baby and when i was born we were both given the last rights by a priest and we grew older together, I can't and don't wish to change the past but i do wish to enhance the future and today Mum i did not drink because i love you
And that goes to everyone on these boards...Thanks
Light and love Zac
Hi, Zac, you are truly growing into the man your mum knew you were. As a mum of a recovering alcoholi/addict, I want you to know that seeing you sober is most likely the only thing in this world your mum needed to repair the suffering she went through..and you gave it to her. Every mum should have a son like you, Zac..a son that appreciates the love that went into every breakfast, clean clothes, and strength it took her to get through each day for her kids. Thinking of you and your mum. luv corrinne
Zac,
I sit here with tears streaming down my face and in complete awe of the beautiful spirit inside of you....I will pray for your Mum and ask that she be relieved of her pain and be able to fly....
I will also pray for you to find comfort and solace in God's hands and trust that he will take care of your mum.......
God bless....
Love you,
Stacey
I sit here with tears streaming down my face and in complete awe of the beautiful spirit inside of you....I will pray for your Mum and ask that she be relieved of her pain and be able to fly....
I will also pray for you to find comfort and solace in God's hands and trust that he will take care of your mum.......
God bless....
Love you,
Stacey
Thankyou Everyone
Mum is ok as long as she just sits and her brothers and sisters that are still alive are visiting and it is hard for them to see mum and in a way say goodbye without saying it. Ma is a battler and out of all this i am starting to think of my future and what i do because i think i have to and what i really would like to do? Weird really
Light and love Zac
Mum is ok as long as she just sits and her brothers and sisters that are still alive are visiting and it is hard for them to see mum and in a way say goodbye without saying it. Ma is a battler and out of all this i am starting to think of my future and what i do because i think i have to and what i really would like to do? Weird really
Light and love Zac
Zac...it isn't weird...I think it is a normal response...I watched my father-in-law die of cancer...and I was there when my mother-in-law died from an unexpected massive heart attack...and when my uncle died after a heart attack and laying in a coma for 13 days...I know I questioned a lot about my life, my beliefs, my purpose...all three deaths I learned a lot about me...and God...spirituality...I looked at how they lived their lives...especially my MIL...she was a very special woman...strong...and loving...and accepting...no matter what...my FIL was an active alcoholic...and she lived with a lot of abuse...she was the one who told me that she understood if I ever left her son (I did about 6 years later)...she gave me a lot to think about when she was living and even more after her death...All 3 were in their late 50s, early 60s and it reminded me life is short and to live it...Their deaths were made a little easier by the comfort I felt by what I learned from each of them...even my FIL...who made amends and some peace with his family before he died...It took him up to the week before his death to tell my children he loved them and hug them...it was so sad but he did it...My prayers and thoughts are with you my friend...{{{HUGS}}} Love Gina
Just know I am thinking of you and your mum...and praying....
Love ya, guy....
Stacey
Love ya, guy....
Stacey
Zac mate,
Sorry bud to see whats been happening, I havent been round on here lately,
Youre in my thoughts bud, I will give you a ring next week Im on my way home for a few mths, im flying to LA tomorrow, chch wed 13th for a few hrs then oz.. to sort my s*** out,
Then back to live in Canada, sobriety has bought me a lot of happiness in the last 22 mths,
I have been living behind a blur of alcohol beforehand, now Im living and so happy with the decisions I have made in the last 2 weeks,
Things have fallen into place for me,
But again got to do a few more hard yards on the home front before I return,
Take care mate thinking of you and yours,
Ginge
Sorry bud to see whats been happening, I havent been round on here lately,
Youre in my thoughts bud, I will give you a ring next week Im on my way home for a few mths, im flying to LA tomorrow, chch wed 13th for a few hrs then oz.. to sort my s*** out,
Then back to live in Canada, sobriety has bought me a lot of happiness in the last 22 mths,
I have been living behind a blur of alcohol beforehand, now Im living and so happy with the decisions I have made in the last 2 weeks,
Things have fallen into place for me,
But again got to do a few more hard yards on the home front before I return,
Take care mate thinking of you and yours,
Ginge
