JENNY
THATS TRUE, BUT I WOULD REALLY CONSIDER THE LIFE CHALLENGE PROGRAM ITS AWSOME I HEAR AND THEY GET TO GO HOME ON HOLIDAYS AND SOME WEEKENDS THEN AT THE END THEY SET THEM UP WITH A JOB AND SUPPORT GROUPS. I CAN TRY AND GET THE INFO FOR YOU OR LOOK AND SEE IF THERE IS ONE IN THE AUSTIN AREA JUST LET ME KNOW. THEY ARE ON THE WEB ALSO UNDER TEEN CHALLANGE
See I am in this situation alone, my parnets don't know anything. Sh** I just found out on the 7th. All this time I never never what was up, I just thought he was a moron. Now I know why, he acted the way he did. I don't know why I have told my parents. Shame I think. My mom knows I am moving out, but I left out the part that he is in jail. She just thinks he moved out. and then I will move out. Things are just weird in my family. They don't address anything. All they want to hear is that everyones life is perfect, just like theirs. No divorce, no problems. When my sister got divorced from her husband she made up this big story that he left her but in reality she cheated on him. If softens the blow woth the family. I know it sounds screwed up but that's my family.
I my god!!!!!! I was just approved for an apartment. I am shaking, I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
HAPPY!!!!!!!!! I am going to sign the lease this weekend, I will move on Aug 1st.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAPPY!!!!!!!!! I am going to sign the lease this weekend, I will move on Aug 1st.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CONGRATS THAT REALLY GOOD NEWS JUST KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND THINGS WILL WORK OUT OBVIUSELY (CANT REALLY SPELL) OUR FAMILIES SOUND THE EXACT SAME.. MY MOM FOUND OUT JUST A WEEK AGO THAT I HAD TATOOS AND A LITTLE BEFORE THAT THAT I DRANK SHE ALMOST HAD A NERVOUSE BREAK DOWN AS SHE CALLS IT I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT SHE WOULD DO IF SHE FOUND OUT I TRIED ICE WITH TONY THAT WOULD PROBABLY BE THE END OF HER. I COULD NEVER GET ANY KIND OF SUPPORT FROM THEM WITH MY PROBLEMS BECAUSE I AM SUPPOSED TO BE PERFECT AND NOT HAVE ANY.
Wow! Congrats on the apartment...God is looking down on you! Go girl! Start fresh! Make it your own:)
That's hilarious about the tattoos, I have three small ones when I am wearing clothes you can't see them but if I am in a swim suit you can. She was like "my baby!!! What did you do to your self" Yeah if she found out the JB did coke she would fall down. Actualyy that would be pretty entaining to watch. Right now I am on top of the world. I was freaking b/c my credit is a joke, and I got approved. Also Cody starts pre-k in Aug so Daycare will be cut in half.
Yeah, stilled pissed about the ring though!!!!!!!! I'll bi**h about that one for awhile. The only problem is that things are great now but what do I do when HE gets out???? I know I know treatment but I am still a little scared.
Love you guys
Jenny
Yeah, stilled pissed about the ring though!!!!!!!! I'll bi**h about that one for awhile. The only problem is that things are great now but what do I do when HE gets out???? I know I know treatment but I am still a little scared.
Love you guys
Jenny
Jenny 123
I was wearing a swim suit when my mom finaly saw mine its crazy how much we have in commen at least we both know we arent the only ones going through this BS. I got a letter from him today i went home on my lunch break and found it. My daughter had opened it so i figured my mom had read it but i dont think so because if she had i am sure she would have had a couple of things to say about it. I dont know what to think about it since last night so much has happened yet so little since he wrote me. he says he wants to be completly sober when he gets out no alchohol or anything thats gonna be hard for me i like to drink on the weekends. but i will stop if thats what it takes. he says he wants to be the step father to my older two kids and adopt my son since his daddy has nothing to do with him. he says he is in love with me and wants a huge wedding with everyone there. I cried the whole way threw the letter i dont think i am strong enough for this to handle him being gone 2-3 years without sinking into some kind of depresion. i had wrote him a nasty mean why the f*** letter and i ended up ripping it up and writing a im sorry and you better be two one. i am going on monday with his mom to see him i love her i consider her my mom since i can talk to her about things i couldnt even mention to mine. but i didnt think telling his mom i used with him was a good idea either. i did try to get some ice today but havent been able to get a hold of the person. what am i thinking thats the last thing that he needs i am just so down right know. i want to get away for the weekend and enjoy myself pretend this isnt my life even though sadly it is.
I was wearing a swim suit when my mom finaly saw mine its crazy how much we have in commen at least we both know we arent the only ones going through this BS. I got a letter from him today i went home on my lunch break and found it. My daughter had opened it so i figured my mom had read it but i dont think so because if she had i am sure she would have had a couple of things to say about it. I dont know what to think about it since last night so much has happened yet so little since he wrote me. he says he wants to be completly sober when he gets out no alchohol or anything thats gonna be hard for me i like to drink on the weekends. but i will stop if thats what it takes. he says he wants to be the step father to my older two kids and adopt my son since his daddy has nothing to do with him. he says he is in love with me and wants a huge wedding with everyone there. I cried the whole way threw the letter i dont think i am strong enough for this to handle him being gone 2-3 years without sinking into some kind of depresion. i had wrote him a nasty mean why the f*** letter and i ended up ripping it up and writing a im sorry and you better be two one. i am going on monday with his mom to see him i love her i consider her my mom since i can talk to her about things i couldnt even mention to mine. but i didnt think telling his mom i used with him was a good idea either. i did try to get some ice today but havent been able to get a hold of the person. what am i thinking thats the last thing that he needs i am just so down right know. i want to get away for the weekend and enjoy myself pretend this isnt my life even though sadly it is.
J Reese,
Please don't get in touch with your dealer. You can do this. Everyone supports you. Please don't. Your kids need you. You are the only good example they have.
Please don't get in touch with your dealer. You can do this. Everyone supports you. Please don't. Your kids need you. You are the only good example they have.
why try
thank you at first i was going to blow you off and completly ignore what you had to say to be perfectly honest that awful but i am just sick and tired of being sick and tired. i cant say what i will or wont do this weekend but i am thank full to know that there is someone out there truly concerned for my and my kids well being even if you dont know me at all. i just cant beat this sad depressed feeling that i have right know i feel like i am done with everything and i dont know why everything is going ok minus the f***ed up boyfriend part of the deal and he shouldnt have this much of impact on my life but he does. God i need some seriouse help i am falling apart.
thank you at first i was going to blow you off and completly ignore what you had to say to be perfectly honest that awful but i am just sick and tired of being sick and tired. i cant say what i will or wont do this weekend but i am thank full to know that there is someone out there truly concerned for my and my kids well being even if you dont know me at all. i just cant beat this sad depressed feeling that i have right know i feel like i am done with everything and i dont know why everything is going ok minus the f***ed up boyfriend part of the deal and he shouldnt have this much of impact on my life but he does. God i need some seriouse help i am falling apart.
J reese here is my emial address. Email me and I will give you my phone number. You don't have to be alone this weekend.
jenny.bragg@safway.com
((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))
JEnny
jenny.bragg@safway.com
((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))
JEnny
JReese,
Will you feel better after you do Ice? or better the next day if you don't? It's about your self-esteem to. I am glad the other Jenny is close to you!
When you feel like using...go watch your kids...hug them or something. I do care even if I don't know you.
Will you feel better after you do Ice? or better the next day if you don't? It's about your self-esteem to. I am glad the other Jenny is close to you!
When you feel like using...go watch your kids...hug them or something. I do care even if I don't know you.
JREESE and Jenny123,
I am done posting for the weekend, but before I go, I have to say that I am scared to go home, scared to see him clean, scared that he will do whatever it is that he does, scared that I can't pretend to do whatever it is that I am suppose to be doing. I am tired, and don't know if any of this makes sense.
I hope everyone has a safe weekend!
Talk to you Monday.
I am done posting for the weekend, but before I go, I have to say that I am scared to go home, scared to see him clean, scared that he will do whatever it is that he does, scared that I can't pretend to do whatever it is that I am suppose to be doing. I am tired, and don't know if any of this makes sense.
I hope everyone has a safe weekend!
Talk to you Monday.
Why try
GOOD LUCK!!!!
Jenny
I will be thinking of you
GOOD LUCK!!!!
Jenny
I will be thinking of you
IF YOUR STILL AROUND WHY TRY I WISH YOU THE BEST AND I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND HANG IN THERE UNTILL MONDAY. HIM BEING CLEAN IS A GOOD THING JUST REMEMBER IT COULD LAST BUT IT MAY NOT, AND BE MENTALY PREPARED FOR THE LET DOWN.
