People ,Newspapers, and other media was telling me I was a drug addict well I found out that I am only drug Dependant as long as I take my Duragesic patchs 50 , and roxy 15 mg ,zanex 1 mg as told I am dependant not addicted, I am sorry I miss lead you all that I was a drug addict, I am sorry I mislead you all but I was miss lead myself, Darn what a relief I thought I was a mess, I still love you all and hope you bet your drug problems. Peace out Roger in NC
Roger:
You informed us of this new revelation last week. Remember? Congratulations on finding the answer you wanted to hear.
Rachel
wow! that really is good news, rog!
good luck with your drug dependant life.
peas out
*sdr*
Thanks I maybe rong I sence sarcasum, I love ya anyway and will pray for you all
you're welcome!
i sense delusional and denial. i may be wrong but i'll pray for you too.
*sdr*
Roger, whatever your going thru best luck to you!
Your here for a reason if you wanna chat, Im here.
No sarasm here.
Your here for a reason if you wanna chat, Im here.
No sarasm here.
Roger,
all those medications build tolerance very quickly. You will need more and more over time to get the same effect. What will you do then?
Sean
all those medications build tolerance very quickly. You will need more and more over time to get the same effect. What will you do then?
Sean
Wow is he or she for real. Thats some sick thinking dude. Enjoy your xanex and pain killers
IS that a real post?
IS that a real post?
Roger,
it is hard to know if you are serious, or if you are playing games with us.
There is a difference between the two, but only you can answer that honestly.
I do not judge you...only you know the truth. i do not.
Whatever the truth is for you, i wish you peace and happiness and much love in your life.
Hang around and post I look forward to getting to know you!
Big NON judgemental Hugs,
Ali
it is hard to know if you are serious, or if you are playing games with us.
There is a difference between the two, but only you can answer that honestly.
I do not judge you...only you know the truth. i do not.
Whatever the truth is for you, i wish you peace and happiness and much love in your life.
Hang around and post I look forward to getting to know you!
Big NON judgemental Hugs,
Ali
Roger,
This talk already happened today.....
You know some doctors lie, the drug makers lie...pushing here, pushing there, someone is getting rich, and it ain't you.
You are an addict and I am sorry but it is what it is. You have been here for so long, and on all this different stuff.
Where did the methadone go, and why did you take it in the first place....
These are important questions Roger, and this isn't something new in your life, you have been fighting for awhile now.......
I have to wonder if you stopped it all, even if only to just see if life is really what you percieve in your head........I bet life looks a whole lot different without that stuff clouding up your brain.
Good luck to you, I really hope one day you see what you are missing.....
Love,
Tina
This talk already happened today.....
You know some doctors lie, the drug makers lie...pushing here, pushing there, someone is getting rich, and it ain't you.
You are an addict and I am sorry but it is what it is. You have been here for so long, and on all this different stuff.
Where did the methadone go, and why did you take it in the first place....
These are important questions Roger, and this isn't something new in your life, you have been fighting for awhile now.......
I have to wonder if you stopped it all, even if only to just see if life is really what you percieve in your head........I bet life looks a whole lot different without that stuff clouding up your brain.
Good luck to you, I really hope one day you see what you are missing.....
Love,
Tina
Roger,
After reading the above post...were you the person that was taking the methadone too, and you thought it was too expensive and your Dr. didnt know you were getting it???
If so whathappened? Did you stop the methadone? How did you pass the tests at the clinic to receive the methadone when you were on all the other drugs?
Did they cut you off due to the tests or did you just stop on your own?
I am not passing judgement - just want to remember your history so that I can help you sort through things if you need help with anything...
Wishing you peace and calm,
Hugs,
Ali
After reading the above post...were you the person that was taking the methadone too, and you thought it was too expensive and your Dr. didnt know you were getting it???
If so whathappened? Did you stop the methadone? How did you pass the tests at the clinic to receive the methadone when you were on all the other drugs?
Did they cut you off due to the tests or did you just stop on your own?
I am not passing judgement - just want to remember your history so that I can help you sort through things if you need help with anything...
Wishing you peace and calm,
Hugs,
Ali
Hey Roger,
It's good seeing you here, I really mean that. Don't listen to any sarcasm. You don't have to prove anything to anybody. Only you know if you're an addict or not. I'm sorry you have to be on any medication. That just sucks. Maybe someday you'll be able to live without the medication. I don't trust doctors at all. I do believe there are other methods for pain relief, what they are I don't know. But I think they really love using pain medication, knowing how addictive they are. Big bucks in their pockets. Well, anyway, good luck to you.
Love,
Liz
It's good seeing you here, I really mean that. Don't listen to any sarcasm. You don't have to prove anything to anybody. Only you know if you're an addict or not. I'm sorry you have to be on any medication. That just sucks. Maybe someday you'll be able to live without the medication. I don't trust doctors at all. I do believe there are other methods for pain relief, what they are I don't know. But I think they really love using pain medication, knowing how addictive they are. Big bucks in their pockets. Well, anyway, good luck to you.
Love,
Liz
Hey Rog..you've admitted to getting drugs from 2 different dr's that know nothing of the other...that's addictive behavior and not doing as prescribed. So, sorry bud, but you're still one of us.
Nice try.
I still love you though.
Cowgirl
Nice try.
I still love you though.
Cowgirl
I think Rachel said it best. Roger has been here a year and finally found what he wanted to hear. I wager he'll be back. And we'll be here with open arms.
Take care Roger.
Kelly
Take care Roger.
Kelly
Roger, Don't lie to yourself. It only makes things much worse. Trust me, I lied to myself for a long time.
I HAVENT BEEN HERE LONG AND HAVE NO REASON TO OPEN MY MOUTH, BUT THE MEDS THAT I AM ON ARE PRESCIBED TO ME BY A PAIN DOC, WHO MANY TIMES HAS TRIED TO RAISE MY MCGS ON MY PATCHES AND I DECLINED. I STILL CONSIDER MYSELF AN ADDICT. I DO HAVE PAIN. A LOT OF IT...BUT EVERY TIME I SWALLOW A PILL I JUST KEEP BUILDING A TOLERANCE. IF SOME ONE CAME TO YOU TODAY AND TOLD U THAT ALL YOUR PAIN COULD BE CONTROLLED WITH A NEW MIRICAL DRUG THAT WAS NOT A NARCOTIC, AND THIS NEW DRUG HAD NO SIDE EFFECTS OTHER THAN EASING YOUR PAIN WOULD YOU BE HAPPY TO SWITCH? ALL COMMENTS BEING POSTED TO U ARE OUT OF PURE CONCERN, AND EVERYONE MEANS WELL.......I JUST THINK THAT THE MESSAGE THAT IS TRYING TO GET ACROSS IS"CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE YOU RECK YOURSELF" IF YOU RUN OUT OF MEDS ARE YOU OK? CAN YOU CONTROL YOUR PAIN IN ANY OTHER WAYS? LOVE AND PRAYERS TO YOU
Dependance will soon lead to addiction. If you didn't have your meds, how would you feel?
Good luck..
Travis
Good luck..
Travis
Hi Roger;
Every once in awhile my good friends remind me that I'm a pickle. I can never be a cucumber again. I'm a pretty stubborn person, and I used to hate hearing stuff like that. I mean, I was different. I can control my use of alcohol, pills, etc.
I hope you can find some sort of peace of mind and pain relief in the manner you choose to use drugs. Please check in from time to time and let us know how you're doing.
Take care;
Jim
Every once in awhile my good friends remind me that I'm a pickle. I can never be a cucumber again. I'm a pretty stubborn person, and I used to hate hearing stuff like that. I mean, I was different. I can control my use of alcohol, pills, etc.
I hope you can find some sort of peace of mind and pain relief in the manner you choose to use drugs. Please check in from time to time and let us know how you're doing.
Take care;
Jim
LOL...too funny Rodger.
Belinda
Belinda
liz
I hope you dont get mad at me .. but I must say that although I agree that he doesnt have to prove anything to us.. by allowing this denial to continue and if no one said anything to the contrary in the face of this obviously irrational thought pattern ( esp since he has posted at length his meds and the amount taken together)... then what makes us or you think he will make it back... this behaviour may very well lead to death.... esp now if he is serious and he think that he has a free pass on not being an addict and all that might entail.. if he thinks that he isnt an addict and can just use without fear of death or other consequense cause no one says anything to the contrary.. well .. I dont want that on my conscience...
Roger ... you dont have to prove anything to me.. but you obviously are an addict because you take all this medication ---drugs--- from different doc without telling them of each other because you know what they would do.. you are/were getting methodone.. you are taking a benzo... and Are you drinking tooo?... dangerous... if you want to kill yourself you picked a good way just not to fast and certainly not too painless.. plus you take all the loved ones around you with you... YOU ARE AN ADDICT... there is a fine line between being physically dependant and an addict and it comes down to the psychological reasons you use.... only you know the answers but I would bet the farm you use for the feeling not only for the physical pain....
I would be remiss if I let this post go by again and not said something.... I am sorry I didnt say something sooner.. I did you no favors in that....
My God bless you and Keep you safe until you can find your way ......
Teresa
I hope you dont get mad at me .. but I must say that although I agree that he doesnt have to prove anything to us.. by allowing this denial to continue and if no one said anything to the contrary in the face of this obviously irrational thought pattern ( esp since he has posted at length his meds and the amount taken together)... then what makes us or you think he will make it back... this behaviour may very well lead to death.... esp now if he is serious and he think that he has a free pass on not being an addict and all that might entail.. if he thinks that he isnt an addict and can just use without fear of death or other consequense cause no one says anything to the contrary.. well .. I dont want that on my conscience...
Roger ... you dont have to prove anything to me.. but you obviously are an addict because you take all this medication ---drugs--- from different doc without telling them of each other because you know what they would do.. you are/were getting methodone.. you are taking a benzo... and Are you drinking tooo?... dangerous... if you want to kill yourself you picked a good way just not to fast and certainly not too painless.. plus you take all the loved ones around you with you... YOU ARE AN ADDICT... there is a fine line between being physically dependant and an addict and it comes down to the psychological reasons you use.... only you know the answers but I would bet the farm you use for the feeling not only for the physical pain....
I would be remiss if I let this post go by again and not said something.... I am sorry I didnt say something sooner.. I did you no favors in that....
My God bless you and Keep you safe until you can find your way ......
Teresa
