So Intense...

mom,
23 going on 100, or atleast thats how i feel. i never had time to be a kid and it makes me feel twice my age.

cowgirl,
i never looked at it as abuse, i just figured my mom had enough problems why cause more. so i took on raising my brother and myself. never thought anything of it. but i can say one thing, i hate my mom. she ruined my childhood, and there isn't anything that will ever make up for that. so i promised i would never do these things to my kids.

i gotta go.
have a nice day
rae